Departure+Jihan

**Dear Diary **

I’m speechless! I can’t describe with words how I feel at this moment. My feelings are mixed with excitement and nervousness. Excitement because I’m very happy to leave the earth and discover new places such as second blue, nervous because I am about to face a new chapter in my life and close another. I am also sad to leave a world behind me and leave everything I have; hopefully I’ll get over my feelings and discover a world in which all can live in. The most important thing we have to do almost every day is go to a therapy and improve our confidence. Going away to the space we are forced to have strong self-confidence and not afraid to something dangerous. Training also important this means that we do several tests such as trying to hold your breath for as long as we are able to do. Even if there oxygen in second blue, there are certain times you need to hold your breath. For a person who has no experience of the space is worthless. We go to different classes where we learn how to survive and how to handle stress and dangerous moments we might face. The other fourteen aliens who will join us for the trip are very nice and respectful creatures. I would be surprise if Mr. Walkman created people who are rude and unkind Actually, Padraig and a few others aliens created a flying submarine. It took many years to build it and to come up with the design. Over time I began to understand what Mr.walkman designed and tried to build. It was apparently a floating submarine that we are going to travel with. I have bad thoughts about it. A flying submarine does not sound realistic at all. But since I am leaving the earth and my life behind I know a flying submarine won’t scare me. It’s a choice I decided to take.